Friday, November 30, 2007//
Suddenly, there's an urge to go to esplanade to sit down by the river to worship God. Sing till i get lost into his majestic presence!
shall have it this saturday! my retreat with God! xD.
Philippians 1:9-11
9And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, 10so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, 11filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God.
sSsShh...
12:13 AM
Thursday, November 29, 2007//
Dear God,
Sometimes i don't understand. Why does people reject You when they know how much You love them and how far You have gone just to reach to them. Sometimes i don't understand. Why people leave You despite Your love lavishing upon them like an endless flood. Sometimes I don't understand so many things, and i felt so burden for all these people! God! may You shower Your mercy and grace on them. Keep them strong in You oh God. Even though i don't understand, i will still give You all the glory and praise. Strengthen me LORD! so that i can show Your love to all these people who need u badly. I'm just Your servant, wanting to serve You and no wanting to see people being lost in Your way. Hear this cry of Your little child. Your name will reigns forever.
Your beloved child,
Isaac
You mean everything to me,
You're all this world will never be,
Your name reigns in my heart,
You're all that i depend on.......
sSsShh...
12:15 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007//
All This Time
I’m a father and a son; I’ve been a lover with just one,
But this world can get me all undone,
And I’m frightened I’m the only one.
I wrestle with the thoughts I keep,
If I sow the seed of arrogance then it’s loneliness I’ll reap,
It’s loneliness I’ll reap.
Please don’t leave me stranded here,
With a head of lies and a heart of fear.
My life’s a show on Gods TV,
The world an audience, watching me.
So wake me, shake me, keep me sharp,
As I touch the power of Gods great harp.
And this world can fill your head with praise,
That steals me from eternal grace.
So how can I serve God and wealth?
I can captivate an army, but I can’t control myself.
I can’t control myself.
Ghostly figure out at sea, I hear a voice that’s calling me,
To walk upon the waves of faith.
For in the arms of God, I am safe.
All this time, since the day that I was born,
I’ve never known a time like this,
I don’t wanna let you down.
I will sing, sing for your light has come.
fell in love with God with this song...
sSsShh...
11:43 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007//
Just came back from yesterday. Really want to thank God for the strength that He has given me in order to pass through yesterday because i didn't get to sleep on Friday due to some things and i have to reach sch by 745 to help out a sch unicycle event and then have meeting and stuff which really drain out all my energy. But God never fails to strengthen me =) Thanks!
And nevertheless, ONE MORE NEW BRO IN NP! Pingshen!! Harvest is coming in weekly and i really believe its just the beginning, the good show is still at the back! God is doing His wondrous work in NP..COME ON GUYS! and GIRLS! lets be the instrument than God use! I really want to see revive in the land. People can say its not going to happen but God can make it happen! i really wan to see NP flooding with Godly people..who say CG size can only be till 10 - 15 people..it can be 50, 100 or 1000! God is never limited by numbers. Pray i will never be content or satisfy by just 3 converts so far. I want to always have this holy discontentment! I want to see NP's own service in the years to come! It can be done
Anyway I'm so bless by yesterday because i have the opportunity to host 2 brother from Hope Johannesburg, pastor Henry and brother Mpho. Really sense much of their conviction for Christ, and at the same time, God really reminded me not to take it for granted in the area of serving Him because its really a challenge for these 2 brother to serve God over at Johannesburg and yet sometimes we Singaporean complain about serving when Singapore is such a convenient place. The key is not whether is it a convenient place anot, but rather are we willing? because if we are willing, no situation can stop us. Thank God for Henry and Mpho, though they won't get to see it but I will always remember them =)
Secondly I'm also blessed as well through Martin's sharing and testimony. He is our Hope brother from Germany. A brother that has a heart for God, wanting to please God. And i was really encourage and motivated by his sharing about BGR issue. Especially the part where he says he gave his heart desire of the person he is fond of to God and God will never shortchange us in any way. I pray i will be like Isaac, where God will place the right person in my life at the right time. Distraction may come, but i rather be distracted by God himself =)
Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SHEEP RUIHAO!
i just want to say, good and faithful sheep and servant of Christ =)
i'm giving You my heart's desire, may You take it Lord...
sSsShh...
4:21 PM