Monday, October 25, 2004//
alrite...finally blog today...yup..hmm...today is the last day of exam in my sch...which oso means tmr cant evanglise...so sad....ohh..anyway...today went to evanglise in the morning...yup...and today im juz so on fire for God...lol..see anyone juz grab!!!...haha...and didnt count today got how many contact...but really thank God today got some reaponsive contacts too...and got some confirm le....thank God...ohh...yaaa...this thur gonna haf a post exam party...a MCG for the nonB..yup..so excited...coz im the organiser...lol...first tam...oso quite nervous...scare later things dun go smooth..haha..yeA!....ytd went to changi to see the NE campsite again...wow...and really thank God he made way for us...yup...juz so excited!!!...im in the games com...hahaa....waH....faster dec leh...lol...i cant wait le....i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!....hahahaa...hmmm...today in the afternoon went to TIM class...yup...the summary lesson..and didnt reall learn much new things..but haf a good refreshment...yup...today oso learn many things abt counselling...yup...coz today Gideon as counselling someone...in fact more than one...yup...and he brought mi along...so i learn many many things...and i oso feel tt there is many things for mi to improve on...esp in the area of being patience wif others...yup..wah...i really dun wan waste things holiday...i wan to improve my communication skills...my english...my guitar and worship...and i really wan to break 15 by end of dec....though now rite in front of mi...its seems very very hard to accomplish all this...but i noe..as long as i trust and follow God...and i do my best...God will help mi!!!...i wan to see the big grp in st gab where it use to be in last time...i wan see it again!!...NOT for myself..but for God's sake!!!yup....GOD use MI!!!!...alrite...tink im gonna start fasting the cuming next....and no more msn for 40 days...tink i spend too much tam on msn...quite wasting time...yup...so next week...shd be not see mi ard le...but i still use 2 times a week...coz got things to settle on msn too...so if ppl u see mi ard....haha...go ask mi....but only allow 2 times a week...yup..so...40 days fasting....hmmm..today had a great time toking to my pherd...yup..feel so good toking to him...abt wad i wan to improve in....and oso did some clarification wif my pherd over some issue...yup...and now feel much better...alrite...tink i'll stop here....
15 BY enD DeCC
sSsShh...
11:18 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004//
STAND BY EVERYTHING YOU SAID
STAND BY THE PROMISES WE MADE
LET GO OF EVERYTHING I VE DONE
I LL RUN INTO YOUR OPEN ARMS
AND ALL I KNOW
LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE
LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE
FALL BACK ON EVERYTHING YOU VE DONE
FALL BACK ON EVERLASTING ARMS
WHEN ALL THE WORLD IS SWEPT AWAY
YOU ARE ALL THE THINGS I NEED
YOU RE THE AIR I BREATHE
HOW CAN IT BE
YOU WERE THE ONE ON THE CROSS
LIFTED FOR ALL OUR SHAME?
HOW CAN IT BE
THE SCARS IN YOUR HANDS ARE FOR ME?
YOU ARE THE KING OF ALL
i love u lord..more than my life more than myself.....no one can take ur place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sSsShh...
1:07 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004//
haizz...today lost my keys....ermm..very tired le...dun feel like typing liao...
sSsShh...
11:20 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004//
alrite...finally im back from service...woaah....im very tired now...lol...but still gonna blog..yup...today was the last sermon of the book of ACTS...yup..and the race has juz began only....wow...so excited of wad God is going to do!!indeed im living for a worthy cause...yup..and wah..cant wait fort next week....gonna gather contact...and 80 80 80 -chant on-...wow...arrr..i m going crazy le..hahaa...cool...yup...and i decided to go for a 40 days of fasting again!!...tink im going to fast from msn...maybe like can sign in 2 time a week only..yup...muz plan first...then tink gonna start somewhere ard next week bah...yup...and gonna fast from other things too...going to fast for my sch..for a great harvest and oso one decision tt i haf to make...yup...mux tell Gid by dec...couldnt make a proper decision...yup..so gonna seek God for help..alrite...tmr going to the NE campsite to see see...haha...blog more again!
sSsShh...
10:53 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004//
alrite...today had a tiring day...yupp..wake up very very early...and cant slp coz smth is botherin me...abt the someone who tag at my tagboard...well...i tink today i haf to make something very clear to everyone who see thing...yup...the Fact is tt i hated BGR ALOT!!!!...if one day i fall becoz of BGR...then either is im insane or im drunk...yup...if u all dunno y im hated BGR so much..let mi tell u...becoz BGR coz many ppl who r close to mi to fall away from God...my bro my real bro left becoz of tt..and i really dunno how to react at tt time becoz he was the one who brought mi to christ and i really really felt lost when he left...in fact i hated the girl tt wif my bro..but i noe its not her fault...yup...one of my best fren whom i noe for 6 yrs left and many otherss....and i reallyreallyreallyreally hate it to the cOrE!!!!....so plsplspls...dun misunderstand anything or make any wild guesses...yup...tt wad i wanted to blog today...God..u noe mi inside out...i haf faith in u...yupp....anyway...juz now meet my sheep to do some planning abt st gab...and time really really flies like no one
business...and we juz figure out tt we r only left wif few weeks...yup..a challengin task to accomplish....but we wont gif up so easily...next gonna chiong to my sch le...and we gonna aim to see 80 contacts!!!8080808080.....woooow...80 contacts for jesus!!!!...yup...and after tt went to meet my other sheep...wah..long tt didnt meet him coz he got exam...but thank God he is still in christ...a wonderful bro in christ....yup!!...but there is certain ppl im worry abt..coz they r still not spiritually awake yet...hope God quickly gif them a spiritual slap so tt they will wake up....alrite...looking forward for a great harvest to come...hmm...alrite...dun blog le...
***hmm..the stranger at my tag...can u pls tell mi who r u if u dun mind...tkS alot***
sSsShh...
10:35 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004//
ohh...im backk...ytd didnt blog coz my bro using com...lol...alrite...ytd ytd...hmm...its was the one week of my holidays...yup...at first was quite boring at home...dunno wad to do...coz muz wait until 2pm to go find gideon at mac...coz he ask mi to follow him to beach Rd...for his amry thingy...yup..lol..actually abit boring...haha..but nvm..can pei my pherd go mah...hehe...yup...then after tt when to mac to help some NEC ppl wif math...so stayed there until 8+ like tt...hmm...going to haf alots of planning to do this week....yupp..oh...i love this worship song "deeply in love"...wow...esp the plucking at the front...very nice...the lyric too!!!...yup..lol..so today morning spend some time figuring out the plucking...yea!...and thank God i manage to figure it out without much prob..yea!yup...then accompany joel to buy guitar...lol..wah...he bought a fender accoustic which cost like...O.o...lol...its reallyreally good!yup..lol..then after tt went to wal hse play awhile...yea..then went home le...tmr gonna prepare my cg roles...hmm..and maybe do some planning...yup...alrite..write more again!
sSsShh...
9:14 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004//
dun understand.....
well...came back an hour ago...hmmm...today wake up quite early...then wake niu err..hmm...then actually im suppose to be a t nexus at 11 for lite de..but got abit late...yup..lol..reach there ard 12+...but thank God got ppl there for the rehersal....phew...then i realise i didnt really eat anything in the morning..juz a bread...then went le...so didnt get to eat the whole until now...haha...coz gif the $ for other things...yup..so today had a great time worshipping God during my duty...and really enjoy doing lights again...lol..finally back to do...yupp...miss it alot...haha...so after service to starhub see ppl eat lol...then i ent to preapre worship coz today im leading in the UDMM...yup...wah..dunno y quite nervous today when i lead...maybe coz very long didnt lead in the unit le...abit nervous...but everytime i sing in the spirit i wont le..haha...then had a great time worshipping God during the UDMM too!!...and learn abt God's grace too...so after the UDMM...brought my sheep to yamaha to see guitar..wif wal and li jun...coz he say he wan learn guitar...yup...then after tt went to peace center see more guitar...lol...then at PS we saw si han..so he follow us to peace center...yup..then ard 9+ decided to go off...so took 147 home..then on the way mi joel and sihan...tok abt wad many things....wad we wanna be in the future...to until we tok abt the world today...and tis really hit mi alot...the youth today is really in bad shape...really really bad...and tis really coz mi joel ans sihan wanting to do smth...haizz...some time i really dun underdstand something..which i got write be4 in my blog...y ppl dun choose God..and y some christian..after experiencing God's love..they still leave...its really confusing mi...actually quite bother by tis for few months le...ppl juz dun realize tt they need God...and always thought they God need them..but actually God dun even need us at all...but actually its the other way round..WE r the one who need God...yup..but God oso love us alot..tt y he accept us as his son N daughter...yup...really dun understand...alrite..finally 'N' finish le...can chiong liao...get contact...yup...ok..tmr gtg meet gideon discuss smth...then maybe oso go my sheepmate hse jam...lol..alrite...write more again!
sSsShh...
11:26 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004//
Today the last paper....
yea....gonna have my last 'N' level paper in ard 5 hours time...yupp...really want to thank God for bringing me through this whole year...indeed its really a tough thing to study but thank God he gave me the strength to pull through this examation and now i have reach the end of this race..and oso thank God for always being there for me when i needed him...this past months..many things happen ard me but God still didnt change...he will always be real in my life..yupp...hmm..oso wan to thank God for many ppl ard me during this period of time...really alot lah...esp my shepherd Gid who always try to understand me when im having exam...and all those who prayed for me and help mi along in my work...really thank God for gifing me NE...wif all the loing bro and sis...yup..haha...really love this song alot...all though its abit long le..but tink its really meaningful...we are all meant to live for so much more...we r living God..for his vision and work and everything...yup...alrite..tink i haf oso learn a lesson..lol..start work early...so i have decided...to study for 'O' level during this holiday...so that it wont be so tense for mi next year...alrite...guess i'll write more tonite..ohh...btw...today ch5 got JET...muz watch..lol
sSsShh...
9:34 AM