Wednesday, January 26, 2005//
tiredness is creeping into me now and its only the 4TH WEEK of school!!!many test again and again.Its as if everyday im hafing testss.Realize that my class is growing weary day by day.Everyone look so dead.I tink my teacher look more lively than all the students in school.Guess its becoz of the long weekends we had last week.Im also starting to fall aslp in class but thank God i manage to control myself.
Really want to thank God for some people in my life..like my pherd Gideon always asking how am i coping this year and seriously i need some assistance..i need help!!i know it will come soon.Aslo want to thank ruizhen for tuitoring me in my chemistry.Haha i tink now i finally understand whats is chemistry all about after so long.i also want to thank those who has been supporting and encouraging me all this while.Thank God for u guys.
Another thanksgiving..Thank God finally my leg is getting better.The infection shas stop spreadding and its healing pretty fast.Hehe but now hor my tummy got some prob now.Got get better oso..so want to thank God too!!yea
lastly, gonna go on fasting next week.Pray for my grp.Reveal muz cum back, ppl will love God.i dunno much but im gonna do wad i know.
tired and weary...but im still gonna cling on to u!...
sSsShh...
10:44 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005//
well, i wanted to blog many many things but time dun allow me..hahaha. SO yup, TOO BAD!!, have to blog some other time.-walk off-
sSsShh...
10:38 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005//
我不難過
作詞:楊明學 作曲:李偲菘 編曲:Kenn C.
又站在你家的門口 我們重複沉默
這樣子單方面的守候 還能多久
終於你開口向我訴說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手 但我已不在你心中
我真的懂 你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有 陪在你身邊 當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過 別太傷痛
我不難過 這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流 我也不懂
就讓我走 讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多 你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱 你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞 這會是我最後的寬容
終於你開口向我述說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手 但我已不在你心中
我真的懂 你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有 陪在你身邊 當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過 別太傷痛
我不難過 這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流 我也不懂
就讓我走 讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多 你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱 你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞 這會是我最後的寬容
抱緊我 再抱緊我
這一份感動 請你讓我留在胸口
別在說是你的錯
愛到了盡頭 是非對錯就讓它隨風
忘了所有 過得比你快活
我真的懂 你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有 陪在你身邊 當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過 別太傷痛
我不難過 這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流 我也不懂
不要再說 或許這是最好的結果
現在分手 總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手 離開你左右
我向前走 這會是我 真正的解脫
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sSsShh...
7:07 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005//
So fast and a week is going to pass.Has been a tiring week for me, and oso a week where im very unhappy abt certain stuff.But its alrite, this coming week will be a better one.Today im very glad becoz Nea1 hit 10 for service.Not really happy abt the number, but im happy that some of them made the effort to come down even though they have many homework.On the other hand, there is still much to improve in the CG.Today's sermon really impacted me in a powerful manner."you cant grow much if you cant love and cherish the word of God"..love and cherish the word, and it really means to love it no matter what happen and to cherish it, without taking it for granted.I tink we ought to keep asking ourselves this two questions regulary.This coming week im gonna give my best to all the new Believers, some of them are still not retain.Basically now i haf two immediate goal to accomplish in my CG.Retention and growing in quality..frankly speaking, it will be kind of tough but as long as i give my 100% effort i noe for sure God will bless me!
During the service, i notice something, our church is growing more and more.Hahahaa, i tink everyone oso noes it, but everytime when i do duty, im always right at the back so i can see the whole view of the auditorium.And everytime i do duty, only one word can be used to express the whole scene "Awesome!" becoz u can see hundreds and hundreds of young simple believer dancing be4 the lord and lifting their hands in worship.Its a scene that u haf to see for it yourself, a scene that show everything abt this simple but yet excited and God-loving church.Alrite, actually there's many things in my mind that i want to blog down but it seems pretty late.Tmr morning still have a tuition to go.Shall blog again sometime.
As i come to you
eyes are drawn to your goodness
when im drawn to you
everything is laid right before you
sSsShh...
11:27 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005//
Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, he is the one who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6
no matter what happen
i will cling on to you
to the promise u made in your words
you will never leave me nor forsake me...i stand strongly on this promise that you've made
sSsShh...
10:44 PM
//
Hope has found its home within me
Now that I've been found in You
Let all that I am be all You want me to be
'Cause all I want is more of You
'Cause all I want is more of You
Let Your presence fall upon us
I want to see You face to face
Let me live forever lost in Your love
'Cause all I want is more of You
All I want is more of You
I'm living for this cause
I lay down my life
Into Your hands
I'm living for the truth
The hope of the world
In You I'll stand
'Cause all I want is You
All I want is
All I want is You
Jesus
sSsShh...
7:51 PM
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This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence
Living in me
This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your every word
Spoken to me
And I
I desperate for you
And I
Im lost without you............a prayer to you
sSsShh...
6:53 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005//
wow! fnally i have some time to sit down and blog. Haha. Today is the start of a new week. Hmm, hahah today many corny things happened in school. Esp during history class, haha my teacher is really funny, but its oso good coz it keep us awake. Learn alot today during the history class as we went back to look at how the cold war started and it oso show me tt the world is really needing God and teaching us not to repeat the same mistakes.Haha, so who says history is useless :P Haha, so far im able to catch wad my teacher is teaching, except chem. Haiyo i really dunno wad my teacher saying leh, im totally blur when my teacher toks abt wad this chem mix wif this give wad, but thank God i asking ruizhen for help. Haha she becum my new teacher le, halo teacher!! Hahaaha. Oh ya, toking abt tuition teacher, i haf a new tuition who is teaching me chinese. Wah ytd was my first lesson wif her and now i realise how lousy my chinese standard is mann. Quite discourage la coz it shows im not ready to test the 'O' level at all yet. And ytd i spend like almost 55 min juz to read finish a passage in my textbook, its like i alomst used up half of my tuition time juz to finish reading. But i gonna gif my best to my chinese, so God can bless me!!haha. I really hope tt i will score very very well for my 'O' level, juz possible i dun mind being the top 10 student in my sch hahaa! Alrite, so i haf decide to start my revision early, which is like ermm, next month! Hahaha it seems a little too early but its better den hafing not enough time to study. Hehe yup so next month i will start mugging all my past years work, esp my chinese and chem!!!
Ohh ya, not forgetting yesterday i haf a great time wif the NEA coreteam!!!we roX oK!! hahaha. Yesterday me Gideon debbie freedy and ruizhen, all of us, we went to marina south to chiong food! Hahaha but its so disgusting, coz we haf to cut the crab ourselves. Haha but thank God for freedy coz we drop al to him hehehe. Had a fruitful and wonderful time of sharing and reflecting on how God has grow us and bring us through 2004. Indeed God has been faithful all these times, heard everyone sharing how God has bless dem and how dey went through each and every testes and challeneges tt is place in their life, juz so encourage!
Ok its time for me to stop writing, haha tink will blog more later
for all you've done, for all you gonna do
i give you praise, as i lifted my voice to you :)
sSsShh...
5:45 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005//
3rd day of school and there's many work already.Alrite, im suppose to blog abt the thanksgiving for last year yesterday but i could even find a single min to blog because i was really busy with the CG preparation and stuffs.Toay has been a tiring day for me and i almost fell sick, but God still continue to show his faithfulness and care to me and im feeling better. Juz complete most of my hmwk for today, and juz now i couldnt find my math set. So i was pretty angry and upset because it will slow down my time of completing my hmwk. At first i search high and low for my math set, until my whole room is in a mess.Hehe now my room is still in a mess, shall clear it tmr.But as i searched, i remember to pray to ask God for help, so i prayed and guess wad? when i almost Gave up searching, i found it!! Wow!! wad can i say? he is juz so faithful and lovely and its goes on mann. Yup no matter wad happen, he is still worthy of our praise ya? thats wad makes us an extravagant worshipper!!haha, read abt this book. ItS really COOL!. alrite, i shall not blog much today coz i decide to go to bed now, if not im going to fall sick for sure. Blog more tmr!!
praise is a declaration, a victory cry, proclaiming faith to stand firm in the place God has given you
sSsShh...
11:25 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005//
hmm, alrite im back to blog again!HAHA..ok im lame -_-..anyway a year has gone pass and now we are all in the year 2005, yup, a new and exciting year to go, haha ok, there's my new year resloution!
-improve my english by reading more books, stop to use lesser singlish(wah..haha..hard for me)
-bring my sister to christ!
-try to score 12 pts for my 'O' level(this one might change)
-improve my worship leading skills and guitar skills
-be more self-controlled!
-win more souls in my sch be4 i leave
-complete the bible!!!
-compose more of my loe songs to GoD!!
-turn my CG into a more fun and loving CG ever!!
-increase my prayer life!
Ya!so these are all my new year resloutions!!hahha..hopefully by God grace and help, im able to complete all my new year resloution, hehe, i tink trying to stop using singlish will be a big struggle for me, well, but i know i have to oversome it to be more effective in serving God.Personally, im really really looking forward to what God is going to do in my life and in my sch as well as in my CG too! gonna see more souls save and change!which mean more discouragment and also problem..hmm, but i muz really depend on God, i haf to,yup!
Anyway, today is the first day in school.Wake up at 6am, hahaha, thank God i didnt struggle to get out of my bed, haha, so went to bath, wear my uniform and go off to sch. Wow! haha, miss doing all these in the morning. today in sch, had no proper lesson, but all the teachers keep saying abt the gap between 'N' and 'O', hahha, i heard this thousands of times, but i tink its a good time to tell us all again, so we will not slack but will be motived to do well, but cum to think again, the gap is really big!and huge and i know something, God is bigger than the gap, its all in his hands, i juz haf to study hard and smart and let God do the rest, juz like how he brought me from 'N' to 'O', and he will still be faithful and bring me thrgh this year as well, haha..reminds me of this song "through it all", one of the first worship song tt i learn.alrite, haha, actually tonite im suppose to blog abt my thankgiing for 2004 one, but i tink i will do it tmr, hehe..alrite, prepare to go to my lala land...blog more tmr!!!
sSsShh...
10:14 PM