philippians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with
thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all
understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus
Thursday, February 10, 2005//
ytd was chinese new year..but for mee..its juz another normal day..everything seems the same..nothing special.Waking up in the morning facing many problems which i dun intend to say..no point.After everything, my family celebrated my birthday which is not actually ytd, but they say they celebrating my chinese birthday, so yup.Really appreciated wad my family did because i know that not everyone in this world gets to celebrate their birthday with each and single of their family members ard.
For my family, every year without fail we always go to our grandma hse and all my relatives will be dere too. I still remember the whole house was always filled with crowd, laughter, happiness and the list goes on. And i will never forget to look forward to the ang baos that my grandma is going to give me.But this year, its different. Before i leave my house i even prayed for things to be the same. Its really different. When i reached the house, yes the crowds this dere but the atmosphere is different.In fact i forgotten about getting the ang baos from my aunts and uncles. I guess its because she is not dere anymore. Even my uncles who will always play manjong oso didnt play this time round. Its really different.
I left around 5pm and my chinese new year ended just like tt. And after awhile i had ian huaxiang and stanley from Nec who came to visit my house and after everything i had no more energy.So ytd nite i slept at 9pm, very early. Well, afterall i guess its really a different CNY, but God is always the same, yup he is!