Wednesday, December 29, 2004//
so many ppl died again today...so..how many will dere be tmr..im juz so worried..so worried..coz my grandma..my uncles and aunties are all living in indonesia..wonder how are they...not juz only worried for dem..but for the ppl dere too..how many souls is going to be save?juz so sad..looks like..the bible is cuming to past already..God is cuming back..jesus is cuming..my family is still not save.. :'(..how..i really dun wan to see dem going to a place tt is going to hurt dem alot..i haf to start somewhere..but where..GOd..help mi...only u can touch dem..use me..this week..got 2 retreat for me...but dun tink can enjoy much bah..alrite...not gonna let tis affect me..but...hope tt this diseaster will stop soon
sSsShh...
1:11 AM
Monday, December 27, 2004//
wow...has been a long time since i blog...though its juz few months...but many things happen in this short period..times where im joyful as well as times of sadness..hahha...but i came to a conclusion..which many of us might noe already...tt is God is still real and is always dere to catch me and pick me up..though many times i failed him...but he dun blame me...he dun even look at my weakness..he juz simply cum and help me..its juz made me speechless everytime...tt why when i heard this song playing in my blog...it juz touches me so much...not only it tells me who am i to God...but its show how much God love me and all of us though we haf plenty of areas to improve on..and this christmas harvest...i personally seen so many souls cuming to God...and God added to my grp too...3 newB came to God..and i believe tt this cuming year..there's going to be more..and more and more!!..i still didnt forget the vision tt i wan to accomplish for God be4 i leave school..though it seem hard and there might be alot of problem tt i haf to face..but tinking..i only haf one life to live..one life to please God and do his work..so i wan to do this..yes..wif the help of God..i know i can do it..so i haf to walk close wif God..yup...another year is going to pass soon..one more week left..time to reflect throughout this year..alrite..got to go soon..meet my pherd!yah!..for shepherding..den later going to northpoint get something from my fren..very long didnt contact of this fren of mine..lol..alrite..bringing cong along..blog more again!
I am a flower quickly fadingHere today and gone tomorrowA wave tossed in the oceanA vapor in the windStill you hear me when I'm callingLord, You catch me when I'm fallingAnd You've told me who I amI am Yours, I am Yours
sSsShh...
1:12 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004//
Who Am I
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
sSsShh...
9:20 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004//
oh my goshh...for the past few days...i haf really really been tired and busy of many things..but its God's work..lol..so at least its worth it...but still tired...hmm..sunday was a veryvery tiring day for mi...spend like the whole day from 12pm -10pm rehersaling the P&W for NE camp...haha..i haf to say we really improve quite abit...esp the keyboardist..ruizhen..haha..thank God for her..ermm..and we oso learn to be spirit-filled when playing...not juz very concern abt the way we play...yupso fater the whole day...we had our dinner at walmond hse...hahah...his parent bought us food..lol...yup..but i tink overall..the whole day was fruitful..yup..and yesterday was oso a tiring day...had the games com meeting in the early afternoon all the way till like 4plus..den mi peter and freedy rush down to Gideon's air base dere to take the BGR lesson...den from dere mi and peter need to rush to nexus for some drama rehersal...and i need to do the lightings...haha...den on the way dere...we took cab..and the cab uncle tok wif us all the way throughout the journey...haha..quite a interesting guy la..lol..and becoz he is like 60 plus already..den he told us how much changes he saw during this years...yup..and i truly agree wif wad he say...how the world change until now...whr youth are not like the past youth anymore..hmm..yup..alrite...i tink i gtg already..lol..im suppose to help jon tay carry stuff from his sch....gtg
sSsShh...
9:06 AM
Friday, December 03, 2004//
alrite...juz back from home and bathing...yup...my goodness...today i was late!!!!..i was late for the briefing...im suppose to wake at 530 and reach by 730 at the touch community theater..but i woke up at nine!!!!wah...den i wake up and panick here and dere...goshh...so i quickly rush to bath all la..yup...and den.....hmmm..yup..i went to com and check mail..and oso went to see the website..which really make mi sad...and make mi tink alot.how i wish its a dream..yup..but its ok...i will move on...i will...yup..den i quickly took 147 down and thank God i reach juz in time for the teaching...phew..abt convenant...yup..indeep really a good teaching...and it really remind mi of all the wonderful bro and sis that i haf in church..hmm...tok smth abt ytd...yup..wow...the student con really rocks...esp the opening...i haf to say our church is really improving each day...and i wonder next yr camp...how izit like..cool!...ya..but ytd i am really very sad man...coz i couldnt concentrate on the teaching...becoz the day be4 stduent con...i only slp for like 1 hr plus...yup..cldnt slp...so at the student con i was really really tired...and tt y today i was oso late...haiyo...nvm..its all over...yup..today enjoy myself very much..during the fun and fellowship...hmm...yup..at first i actually didnt wanted to be the team ldr...but afterall...i tink its good..tink it allows mi to improve in my conmunication skill...yup..and oso to lead...yup..so today we went ard D.ghaut to do the message thing wif one of the central grp..the st marg CG...lol..actually when i first went over to the 1st service..i really admire the st marg CG becoz their sch really haf many many ppl...like over 20..and they are wearing their sch Uniform..so its was like...wow...yup...haha...and this student con got grp up wif dem..nt bad..yup..so after everything all of us are really tired..and had a tam of sharing in our grp abt the experiences they haf during the time when we share the message...yup...overall..i juz wan to say....student con is really ncie and fun...and thing to apply and things to learn...one thing tt i rem
"if we dunno the word..the world can change us..but if we noe the word...we can change the world"...yes!!..very convicted abt tt...adn next week...is the NE camp....yea!!!..gonna be veryvery busy wif many things in the camp...yup...alrite...tmr...service and gonna learn more thing...alrite...tink i wont write anymore...im tired...but i cant slp..haf many things to do...hope i wont fall aslp during service tmr
sSsShh...
10:46 PM