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philippians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with
thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all
understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus

Thursday, August 30, 2007//

oh man, haven been blogging for few days. This is the first week of the term break and i am starting to feel bored already! HELP!!! OK where should i start from? i guess from last sat service bah.

Last week sermon somehow spoke to me right into my heart and i realise that there are a couple of things that i have not let God control it yet, but i won't say it here. And i really find that its hindering me from having a close relationship with my heavenly Father and to serve Him effectively. Thank God for my spiritual buddy, i shared to him some of the things and felt slightly better. I have to overcome this!! COME ON ISAAC!

therefore i will boast all the more glady about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me!

As many of us may heard of the recent news about the moon turning red due to the lunar Eclipse. Do you know that it's actually a prophecy made by Joel in the bible.
It can be found in:
Joel 2:30-31 New King James Version (NKJV)

30 “ And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth:
Blood and fire and pillars of smoke.
31 The sun shall be turned into darkness,
And the moon into blood,
Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD.

isn't it amazing? But many people still don't believe in God despite of all the signs and wonders. I don't know why when i read this verse again and again, i felt so burdened in my heart, i wish i could save as many people as possible from the day of judgement, something i really wish i could cut my heart and show them how much they really matters to God. The day of God's return, will it be a great or terrible day for u? Bro and Sis lets really do something! make an impact, don't let this life just get pass like this! yeap!

Anyway on tuesday i had a guitar lesson! lol, i was asked by wanqi from the twam for a favour on sat, to help and teach some adults from my church so that it can help them to improve their caregroup praise and worship atmosphere. And i tell u, its so stress man! hahha, because it has been a long time since i last teach guitar and both my students are teachers! haha. But its wonderful to know other churchmate from the adults. Anyway talking about this, the Np guitar lesson might start this sunday, i will confirm again and sorry for the delay cause of some stuff lol.

Lastly, yesterday had my first ever formal CG with the NP3 people at suntec city sky garden. Haha and happen to saw some city harvest christian praise and worshipping God as well. But yea i really believe that God will show His wonderous work through NP3, as well as the rest of the NP groups! =)

Heres some photo i took yesterday!














Wednesday, August 22, 2007//



this is my prayer...




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Why did you call? why did you wait?






For someone so guilty, someone so fake....


You will reign forevermore! Yes You will!




Monday, August 20, 2007//

FORGET TO POST JEAN is MY shepherd!! =))




Sunday, August 19, 2007//

Its time for me to update again! I seriously think that yesterday's service was great, especially the sermon by Jasmine. "Getting life on Track!" that's the title for yesterday's sermon and i really sense strongly that it hit many of us here. Its taken from the book of Micah 6:1-8. Here the summarise point:

1) Be accountable for your life(V 1-2)

We ought to be accountable for our own life. Some may think that we own our life or that we are mature enough to handle our life but the fact is that none of us is mature enough to handle our own life and or even actually own this life because we are created by God. Spend quality time with your shepherds(mentor).

2) Be grateful that God delivers on His promises(V 3-5)

Are we taking God's promise for granted as we grow older spiritually? I really believe that we shall take some time to think and ask ourself this question because we will never realise this unless we stop and examine ourself.Start your day and thank Jesus for what you have and end your day by thanking Jesus for the whole day!

3) DO what God requires (V6-8)

-mercy
-compassion
-humble
challenge everyone who see this to practise what jasmine said!



Its really an awesome sight looking down from the mm room, seeing people lifting up their hands in worship and responing to God, you cant deny but say that God is really there in the midst of us.

After service went for some chilling at ps, den to harry's bar, den to tauhuey, and den went back to makansultra. LOL it was a total maddness for me, then decided to spend a night over at jiashen hse. Haha some mans business. Later on samuel came along, and we did some chatting which we haven really done for a long time. Really glad to see this brother still in Christ! =)

Anyway, this whole weeks really struggling hard over somethings, BUt yet will i praise thy! I will continue to Trust in God! Come on Isaac!!! Come on!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! U WILL SOAR LIKE AN EAGLE!!!!!!!! =)

haha heres some picture of me spilling coke at macdonald just now!!




Troubles = a time to seek the Lord!




Thursday, August 16, 2007//

Yea i'm back! Actually wanted to blog yesterday after i came back from Cg..but i was simply too tired and went straight to the bed! haha because the day before Cg i didnt get to sleep together with Zijie haha.

Anyway yesterday we had our unit Cg together at millenia walk near the water fountain. Its was truly an awesome Cg, Praising and Worshipping the Lord in Public! We are not ashame of His love! yea! too bad i couldnt jump and dance ard during the praise coz i was playing the guitar hahah. It was wonderful to see a businessman(i guess) after his work when he walk pass us, he stop and praise God too! haha what a wonderful sight. This is what a Cg shd be!! impacting ppl not just in our cg but to the outside world! thats the cg i long for! just like how Jesus preaches to the coward.

Yesterday was also the last cg im having with NP1 because i am being transfered to NP3 to add strength to their grp! haha and im not afraid to say this, i will MISS you guys!! because of what U all have done in my life. I tink i have been ard with NP1 for 4 mths plus and during this period, i really met many different ppl and they have all somehow impact my life in different ways which it will always be in my memory always. I also wan to take this chance to Personally thank some ppl


TO fel: Heyys i really want to Thank God for you for taking up this call to lead Np1. It's not an easy Job but still You persevere on. Continue on! God will bless your grp when u truly gave ur best! and for all the times when i share my problems to you, you never fail to give me ur piece of mind. Haha i will truly miss serving together with you! Jiayou!! MORE PPL TO COME! Thank you!


To Xue: Haha i want to thank God for you for asking me so many questions because somehow it makes me felt comfortable and more connected to the group. From here i can also see that you are someone that longs and desire to learn more abt God and how to improve ur spiritual life. Continue to do so! God will definitely use you in a great way as u seek Him! Challenge you to rise up as a leader and be a strong pillar for Fel as well as in Np! Its possible!! Thank you!


To Josephine: Thank God for your love for your sheep. I believe you can do it thrgh God's help and grace. Haha and thank you for being such a friendly sister when i first join the group, being initiative to talk to me first i guess? haha. Yep. Hope to see You rising up as a CL soon! Dream BIG for God! also be a great support to fel as she lead you guys! and challenge u to improve more in your guitar skills to lead the grp!!! jiayouss! Thank you!


To Zijie: Brother!! thank God for you for being a great strength in Np. i truly believe that God will use u greatly in a great way. And for all the things u have shared to me. I am really glad to see you serving, from last time in north east till now, i really saw a different Zijie! I really see great potential in you, just like what Nel said yesterday! Be an encouragement to the rest of the Np1! Become a shepherd soon!! and give your full support to fel! Run this race on!!! Thank you!


To mingkuang: Heys bro, i am really happy to know u as a bro in Christ. Your simple heart for christ is seen by many. Continue to keep this faith and keep seeking Him! dun ever give up ok!? i know u will! =) and thanks for being so open and share to me abt ur life. God will use you definitely! Waiting for the day to come! very soon!! impact more lives!! Thank you!

haha thats all for the "some ppl". Not forgetting the rest, ppl like vincent, gary, augustine, zhige, chulee, rach, siqin, cheesiang, jieying and the rest if i forget to mention your name out.Thank you all and pray for me as i serve in NP3! i am expecting great things to move in NP3!! Lets all grow tgt as a unit!!!

changes = a great growth!




Friday, August 10, 2007//

I was late for Band of Brothers today!!! haha kind of overslept..which is BAD! dun follow my example! wa..i really wan to improve in this area man, its really bad! And after realising that i was late, i really dun feel like going down but i decided to drag myself down! lol because i know that it is gg to be a powerful time thats why the devil is tempting me to hace the thought of skipping it. Haha, it actually start at 830..and i reach dere at 11 plus!!! haha actually i reach yishun at 10 but i dunno how to go to safara!! haha but thank God i manage to get jovin and he kind of guided me to the place..haha but i took the wrong loop bus..end up wasting so much time and when i reach the games have ended! haha, but i guess i had my own game...lol..hunting down yishun safara clubhse!! LOL..ok not funny..haha.

Though i missed the games and fun fellowship with brothers of different congregation, i wan to give praise to God coz i didnt miss Ps Jeff message for today!! =) The theme for this man conference this year is called "operation bear". Haha it seems a little kiddish but when Ps Jeff shared i understand what is this Bear is all abt! haha i shall summarise what he said.

1) Bare your hearts
This talks abt the Importance of being open to other Brothers in church because when 2 or more come together, God presence will never fail to come and help us! Coming to church doesn't just means to care for our own life's but also to share and carry one another's burden in the midst of running this tough but Yet wonderful and worthy race!!! =))) BARE HEARTS BROTHERSS!!! as well as sister!

2)Bear Hug
HAHAHA when i first heard this point i was really literally thinking of the physical hug! hahah eewww! Thank God its not meaning that! haha. This "hug" actually means to have proximity with one another. Not just be open about our lives but to be close as well, sharing our lives together and spurring one another on during difficult moments.

3)Bear with one another
Lastly its about bearing with one another flaws. I think this is a very good point because all of us are sinner and we will bound to step on one anothers foot when we spend time together. But bear with one another mistakes and weakness and help to change and encourage each one of us to be a better man in Christ! This is what true friendship is all about! Its not about just having fun and laughter! Its more than this.

Basically, this is what i have learn in short, haha there are much more i believe but this is what i could think of now. But i can only say that i am really bless by this event! Seeing all the brothers coming together for a meet up is a rare scene! haha.

Anyway i have come up with a new song for God! haha..i have post it in the recent post but here is the finalise one! ahah if u guys happen to see it give some comments! i will improve on it!


It just amazes me
When You chose to forget my sin
It makes me wanna sing
Even when i don't understand

But still i want to say,

I am grateful to You
I am grateful to You Lord
When everything seems to fade
I Know You are there
I am grateful to You
I am grateful to You Lord
My World will never be complete
without You

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you Jesus.....

haha yea, that's about it! leave any comments if u do have!! i will greatly appreciate it! dunno what title to give it too..haha so if u have in mind tag it down! thanks!


Isaiah 43:25 (New King James Version)
25 “ I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake;
And I will not remember your sins.


Problems = a time to give God praises! =)




Tuesday, August 07, 2007//

Paint The Town Red

You know I feel there's something 'bout to break now,
You know I feel there's a city here to take now.
And it's not so tough for these ordinary hands,
When we trust someone with extraordinary plans.

You know I feel this heart's about to break now,
Cos I can see what the devil's trying to take now.
We've got this leather backed book and a freedom cry,
And we're an army of God who are ready to die.

You give us hope where hope is gone,
You fill the streets with a holy song,
We’re gonna paint this big old town red.

Oh, Here we come, here we come
Oh, Here we come, here we come

You know I feel this sky's about to break now.
You know I feel our city's gonna shake now.
And we hear you call every woman and man,
"Ring the mission bell" and storm the gates of hell.

Miracles run from street to street,
Rise up Church for a holy meet,
We’re gonna paint this big old town red




im gonna PAINT IT RED!




Monday, August 06, 2007//

FOP! festival of praise! i just came back from it! and sadly to say its over BUT its just the beginning of the celebration!!! =)) went for 2 days..on Friday and Sunday. I can only say that i never regretted investing my time in this cox i was so ministered and most importantly, i am touched by God so many times till i teared countless times. This years FOP, Delirious and Don Moen was invited! haha my favourite band Delirious! They really inspire me to work hard for the Lord, its not about the music but its much more about the life! And Don Moen! a talented and gifted worship leader of God, i love one of his song, "He never sleeps". Really thank God for them. Not forgetting this Year's speaker, DR.Phil Pringle, the founder of CCC. He is really a powerful preacher, and i really learn much from his sermon.

The first day that i went for FOP, i was really being touch by God's presence even before the Praise and Worship started. It just makes me wanting to tear out to God and shout his praises! And when the Praise and Worship started, i felt so overwhelmed by God that i cant sing it out! i could only thank Him in my heart, its really something that i had never experience ever before!

THANK YOU JESUS! =)))



It just amazes me
When You chose to forget my sins
It makes me sing
Even though i dun understand

But still i choose to say,

You are greatful to me
You are greatful to me Lord
My world will never be complete without You




Thursday, August 02, 2007//

Its been few days since i last blog. This week many things happen indeed. Monday first day of school, something happen which makes me became so angry that i sinned against God. Somehow it really affected me for the whole day but thank God for jiashen and fel. They manage to comfort and calm me down. And i oso thank God that He let me realise that i hold bitterness against someone and i really need to change in that area. Tuesday i begin to recover emotionally and everything was well.

Haha but the testing isnt over yet for me. Wednesday after cg i went home and my friend told me that the result for my option is out Coz my course got option during 2 year and guess what? i didnt get into the option that i wanted but i got into the option which i hate the most! and immediately really felt like quiting sch coz i know nuts abt that option! i really dun understand why this happen to me this week. But i came to a conclusion. I should thank God in all circumstances! even though i cant understand. This is the real test. Just like what Nel said.."we never know what will happen, but God can turn water into wine". though the future seems bleak now, i am still going to put my hope and trust in Him! its hard!!! BUT ITS HARDER NOT TO TRUST HIM! i shall grow from this testing.

anyway i will be starting a guitar lesson during the coming holidays! ahha its my first time teaching a group of ppl, but i really hope thrgh this i can help by building more guitarist in Np..so if u are interested! pls inform me!!! thanks
thats all for now!



even when all else fades, my soul will dance with u =)

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